might just wait around couple years, guess it's all over now no experience, no work no money, only endless time like where do I even start it's all the same, like why even try now? wait around for things to change yet it's all the same guess I'll just wait around and rot now ain't been feeling so great guess I'll wait around, couple years now too bad it's always the same change everything about myself split my brain in two just to escape the thought of you yet it's not even my fault now stuck on repeat this world's always the same wish could scream away this pain but it's always the same never escape this poverty guess that's how they want it anyway could give up, but wouldn't prove a thing guess I'll just suffer till the world tries to change too bad it's always the same could cut it all away, hide all my pain inside again too bad I'd rather die and the days start to stretch out again might just sleep for 20hrs for fun clock out from life what choice so i even have now