looking out across the expanse as I wait for the next foot to fall I wonder if I'll land on stable ground or find us falling from it all guess it's hard to resist the way addiction seems to fix all of my issues that exist even if it only postpones the fall suppose I don't know the choices I should make that won't leave me hurting from it all always seems to be this way the repeating patterns in it all as I look across the way I wonder how far I'll fall