don't really know where to begin
been nearly a year
and still these feelings don't seem to fit into place
don't really get it

our anniversary, and the way it came and went like the wind
still haven't heard from you or even seen your face

and the way your mother just smiled without a thing to say

honestly been driving me insane
but still I can't get over how you showed up in the rain

but still your stupid words fill up my brain

never should have given you my number that day

guess it's all the same
just another felting year I'll never get to escape